Wednesday, October 19

uh.. lol. great day in school.
lol. never go for english and lit class.
went to the school library to study.
wells. went to heartland.
nice dinner though its a bit little.
haha. wanted to buy apple and orange.
later we went to ruth's house.
then off to school for NIGHT STUDY!!
had so much fun.
Mrs ng is really funny.
haha. she taught us rivers.
helped us on what topics to study.
well. quite fruitful.
i hope i do well for my geog. heh.


dear friend,
the way you treat me won't make me hate you. it will just upset me alot. i dont really see the point. the way you do things is wierd. have you ever thought that the way you treat me would make me more unhappy than happy? all the while you think im childish. Have you ever thought why? i also thought its kinda childish. why did i still choose to ask you? you are not just a friend to me. never and never will be. because in my heart, you are always special. i have never treated you as a friend but more like a confidante. someone whom i can trust in alot to support me thru my days. i admit theres alot of people out there who can do the same. but its just that they dont understand me like you do because you force me to say things that i keep inside while they dont. then you would ask me what is the difference between a friend and a confidante. well. that you have to ask yourself. i feel uncomfortable sharing my problems with my friend but not to a friend like you. You can make me hate you but i will be really upset. will we benefit from it? unless i guess you want me to leave you alone then i dont blame you for doing this. dont have to make me hate you. if u want me to leave you alone i will. as long as you are happy,well. i will be happy too. however, dont try to take advantage of the situation. please? you can make a great friend and you actually have a nice character. why must you try to change yourself to be uncaring and cold? will it help you? me? well. think of me.. after so many years of friendship is all this things worth it? i dont want to spend time looking for another friend like you so please think before u want to say anything. would you want to see that i am happy or would you want to see my upset face? well you always think that im asking you rubbish. i guess i just feel insecure and stuff. morever, you can get over things so quickly. well.. im afraid you would forget me too. if u want to create boundaries between us then alright. i will understand. i know you feel uncomfortable with me. hopefully, i hope you would keep your promise and not create boundaries. no pressure, no boundaries. i will just take whatever you say. of course, i'd hope everything is fine. i hope you understand and make your stand clear. hidding this issue is only causing more problems. this is not a matter to be played with. i hope you will answer me truthfully. you are a nice girl. i hope you will not say you are mean. i really hope you would think it over clearly. im sorry, but every thing that you say will always ring in my head. so if you know you are going to talk nonsense warn me before hand. no worries. i wont misunderstand your actions because i know once you made a decision you wont change it again. please dont get angry when you read this. take care.

[i.know.who.i.am]
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN* ;
12:36 AM

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